Intro
I see the damage, I know the score,
Wishing I could quit, but my soul wants more.
Not a party, not a thrill, just a war,
The high is gone, now I’m fighting at the core.
Verse
You think I’m chasing fun, but the party’s long dead,
I’m just trying to quiet the storm in my head.
It’s not about the rush, it’s about not getting sick,
Withdrawal’s a monster, and it hits real quick.
Chorus
Didn’t choose this life, it chose me,
I’m trapped in a cycle, just wanna be free.
You didn’t cause this, can’t cure or control,
But your love is the anchor that’s saving my soul.
Verse
I never picked the drug over you,
Pain made me blind, but my love’s still true.
I wanna get better, but it takes time,
Falling down, getting up, still climbing that line.
Chorus
Didn’t choose this life, it chose me,
I’m trapped in a cycle, just wanna be free.
You didn’t cause this, can’t cure or control,
But your love is the anchor that’s saving my soul.
Outro
For one moment, I just wanted peace,
Didn’t know the pain would never cease.
But I love you, I do, through the haze and the fight,
Hold on to me, I’m searching for the light.