Behind This Smile

Depression is all I know

Behind this smile

Is a man dying on the inside

One to many goodbyes

Have taken this beating heart

And buried it in a shallow fucking grave

I don’t even love myself

So how the fuck could you

The image in the mirror is clear

Another hollow shell

Of what use to be a man

With every waking second I’m drowning

In sorrow with

Hopes of no tomorrow

Welcome to my downfall

I’ve cried, I’ve tried

I’ve died, I’ve lied

This is what’s left of me

One step away from the never ending sleep

As i hold this knife

I dream of ending this life

How the hell did I get so fucking lost

All I want is to stop hiding behind this smile

When I smiled and said I was okay

I really meant to cry and say I’m broken