Heaven Says No

My minds on the run

I keep looking at this gun and thinking

I could be done

Wouldn’t that be fun?

Hahaha

I’d be lying if I said I wished I wasn’t dying

You see I can’t retract this circus act

I made my pact

With my demons I’m constantly listening

To them screaming

1,2,3

Pull the trigger

Maybe grab this knife

End this life

You laugh at my demise

Like it’s some kind of prize

Look in my eyes

And see the lies

What is life

But endless goodbyes

What is pain

Without any shame

I know I’m lame

I’m to blame

Ill bury myself

In a grave with no name

Knock, knock, knock

Let me in

Heaven says no

The devil says go

Burn it down