lay me down draw the line
cut me open
tear out the part of me
that does not
work, tear out my heart
I've never known such pain
its un bearable
it lets me know that i am
still alive
breathing to live, living
to breath, this
will all soon pass, soon
enough ill be
left alone on this cold
operating table
my blood staining my hands
covering the floor
cut me apart and stitch
me back together
a better version of the man
i use to be
I'm dying to feel something real
something other
then this pain you have given
to me, its never
ending, cut me open, drain me dry
of this disease known
as love
DYING!
ahhhhhh
LYING!
ahhhhh
FIGHTING!
ahhhhh
CRYING!
hahahahahaha
i never, I NEVER WANTED TO BE!
this fucking
THIS FUCKING DEAD INSIDE!
i never wanted
I NEVER WANTED TO DIE A LIE!
Jesus Christ does anybody care?
i need
I NEED A BREAK FROM LIFE!
A BREAK FROM DEATH!
A BREAK FROM MY OWN!
MY OWN SELF DESTRUCTION!
its you, its your, its your face
that haunts my every waking moment
HAUNTS MY EVERY DYING SECOND!
SURGERY!
got to start over, got to rebuild
SURGERY!
got to rebuild what was taken away
SURGERY!
got to stitch together the missing pieces
SURGERY!
GOT TO GET OUT CAUSE I CANT GET IN!