Surgery

lay me down draw the line

cut me open

tear out the part of me

that does not

work, tear out my heart

I've never known such pain

its un bearable

it lets me know that i am

still alive

breathing to live, living

to breath, this

will all soon pass, soon

enough ill be

left alone on this cold

operating table

my blood staining my hands

covering the floor

cut me apart and stitch

me back together

a better version of the man

i use to be

I'm dying to feel something real

something other

then this pain you have given

to me, its never

ending, cut me open, drain me dry

of this disease known

as love

DYING!

ahhhhhh

LYING!

ahhhhh

FIGHTING!

ahhhhh

CRYING!

hahahahahaha

i never, I NEVER WANTED TO BE!

this fucking

THIS FUCKING DEAD INSIDE!

i never wanted

I NEVER WANTED TO DIE A LIE!

Jesus Christ does anybody care?

i need

I NEED A BREAK FROM LIFE!

A BREAK FROM DEATH!

A BREAK FROM MY OWN!

MY OWN SELF DESTRUCTION!

its you, its your, its your face

that haunts my every waking moment

HAUNTS MY EVERY DYING SECOND!

SURGERY!

got to start over, got to rebuild

SURGERY!

got to rebuild what was taken away

SURGERY!

got to stitch together the missing pieces

SURGERY!

GOT TO GET OUT CAUSE I CANT GET IN!