In my way

Please not today I’m not in the mood to talk,

I guess I’m a little bit lost far from fine and not even ok,

I feel a little bit sideways this morning,

I’m not depressed I’m just kinda here,

All iv been is just existing not for you but maybe not for even me

I don’t get it how I’m I supposed to be happy when all I am is numb

I’m not lost but I’m far from being found

I’m always tired and all I can say is leave me alone,

Being like this is kinda miserable but I’ll be fine when I find what what I’m really doing, so please leave me alone but don’t go away, when I find out what’s going on I’ll be on my way

This day has a grip on me,

All I want is sometime to think

Instead of talking it out, I’ll just sit here in silence,

I think I’ll just go home now

The light of the sun is kinda bothering me today,

I’m not annoyed I’m just figuring this all out

I wanna be alone but please don’t really leave

Being like this is kinda miserable but I’ll be fine when I find what what I’m really doing, so please leave me alone but don’t go away, when I find out what’s going on I’ll be on my way.

I’m It lost in my head, I’m just a little bit bent

I’m exhausted and all I really want is peace and space.

And I don’t think that’s gonna happen today

So please don’t go away I just really want the company,

I’m not asking for advice just sit with me in silence,

Being like this is kinda miserable but I’ll be fine when I find what what I’m really doing, so please leave me alone but don’t go away, when I find out what’s going on I’ll be on my way