This is a brake down

Day after day after day

it’s the same thing I push people away from this guy I’m trying so hard to not be anymore

everyday my anger build to the point where I didn’t recognize myself anymore

I looked in the mirror a thousand different times

been hurt and lost for so long

This is a brake down or a rant iv got no clue, Iv been lost for so long, iv been alone this whole time, tell me what am I doing wrong, there’s no one there’s no one so just walk away because I care to much and I love to hard because they can’t see how big my hart really is

I start to show my self

Not to many people know or realize it cuz I hide it so well

all I want is love from someone

Because this hart is bleeding on the floor

I’m tired of getting let on

I’m fucking tired of being lied to

No loyalty what dose that even mean when it’s only one sided

I give and show it and get nothing in return

My hart really hurts

This is a brake down or a rant iv got no clue, Iv been lost for so long, iv been alone this whole time, tell me what am I doing wrong, there’s no one there’s no one so just walk away because I care to much and I love to hard because they can’t see how big my hart really is

tell me well you have your family

Maybe I don’t want family around me anymore

the more I see the same people the more alone I feel

So I just hide my self from because I’m better of being invisible please just go away I won’t waste your time anymore

This is a brake down or a rant iv got no clue, Iv been lost for so long, iv been alone this whole time, tell me what am I doing wrong, there’s no one there’s no one so just walk away because I care to much and I love to hard because they can’t see how big my hart really is

My hart is bleeding all over the floor and I can’t stop it