In your eyes

This is what I got

Iv decided it’s time

I couldn’t do this before but now I think it’s time

I’m older now

I don’t think it’s the same

I don’t think I’m gonna say anything

I just wanna know where I stand in your life

Is there real meaning in your life’s

If I disappear will you even know I’m gone, do I have to get lost for you to find me, do I have to stop talking for you to say I miss you, do I even matter or even a thought in your mind, where do I even stand. If I scream your name will you answer or am I still a ghost in your eyes

As I got older, I started seeing everyone I loved go away.

I don’t wanna act like I’m alright because I’m barely fine

As I get older I’m starting to see how fast people leave and now I’m still here with nothing

So I have to go the distance to even see where I’m at

If I disappear will you even know I’m gone, do I have to get lost for you to find me, do I have to stop talking for you to say I miss you, do I even matter or even a thought in your mind, where do I even stand. If I scream your name will you answer or am I still a ghost in your eyes

I’m so tired

I don’t think it even matters as much as I seem to

I gotta stop letting my self do this to myself

I’m torn up

And iv gotten use to the feeling

Iv been in here before

The dark is louder now then it use to be

Where did everyone

If I disappear will you even know I’m gone, do I have to get lost for you to find me, do I have to stop talking for you to say I miss you, do I even matter or even a thought in your mind, where do I even stand. If I scream your name will you answer will you answer or am I still just a ghost in your eyes