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Iv walked through this storm before

I could feel it slowly coming back

I don’t know what to do I thought this all went away

But I guess it’s coming for me now

I’m only 19 you left me in the dark

Is this fight even worth it anymore

Or should I just let it take me down

All this time all this hate all this fight, it just takes me to a place I’m getting use to how do I even say goodbye, I walked this road in the dark and I’m afraid it might be my last so, I just stop and think I’m I even worth it anymore I know I’m not enough and I’m only 19 iv already lost everything and no one is coming to save me now so I look at the moon and ask what’s wrong with me now

I’m sorry I wasn’t the boy I grew up to be

I’m on the drugs and I can see what it’s done to me

Shame on me

But I’m sorry I’m not the best

Who the hell did I even become

I can’t win this fight

And I’m mad at you

I guess the last 5 years iv been on my own

Still finding out that no one is her to help me

I must leave because maybe you’ll never even notice

All this time all this hate all this fight, it just takes me to a place I’m getting use to it how do I even say goodbye, I walked this road in the dark and it might be my last so, I just stop and think I’m I even worth it anymore I know I’m not enough and I’m only 19 iv already lost everything and no one is coming to save me now, so I look at the moon and ask what’s wrong with me now

Who did I become

I did let her really fuck with my mind

Am I really that useless

And I don’t even know what I did

She used everything I had against me and I just sat there and let her

So this is on me

Should I just wait to see the sun

Maybe I will or I’ll be somewhere else

all this fight, it just takes me to a place I’m getting use to it how do I even say goodbye, I walked this road in the dark and it might be my last so I just stop and think am I even worth it anymore I know I’m not enough and I’m only 19 iv already lost everything and no one is coming to save me now, so I look at the moon and ask what’s wrong with me now

I think it’s time to lose the drugs

And start fighting for me again

No one will tell me how useless I am anymore

But I can’t even get out of my bed

Do I give up or do I keep fighting

No one has come to see if I’m ok

I’m getting use to it how do I even say goodbye, I walked this road in the dark, and it might be my last so, I just stop and think I’m I even worth it anymore I know I’m not enough and I’m only 19 iv already lost everything and no one is coming to save me now, so I look at the moon and ask what’s wrong with me now

What do I even do

I guess the sun rise will be the only thing that could help me now