Iv walked through this storm before
I could feel it slowly coming back
I don’t know what to do I thought this all went away
But I guess it’s coming for me now
I’m only 19 you left me in the dark
Is this fight even worth it anymore
Or should I just let it take me down
All this time all this hate all this fight, it just takes me to a place I’m getting use to how do I even say goodbye, I walked this road in the dark and I’m afraid it might be my last so, I just stop and think I’m I even worth it anymore I know I’m not enough and I’m only 19 iv already lost everything and no one is coming to save me now so I look at the moon and ask what’s wrong with me now
I’m sorry I wasn’t the boy I grew up to be
I’m on the drugs and I can see what it’s done to me
Shame on me
But I’m sorry I’m not the best
Who the hell did I even become
I can’t win this fight
And I’m mad at you
I guess the last 5 years iv been on my own
Still finding out that no one is her to help me
I must leave because maybe you’ll never even notice
All this time all this hate all this fight, it just takes me to a place I’m getting use to it how do I even say goodbye, I walked this road in the dark and it might be my last so, I just stop and think I’m I even worth it anymore I know I’m not enough and I’m only 19 iv already lost everything and no one is coming to save me now, so I look at the moon and ask what’s wrong with me now
Who did I become
I did let her really fuck with my mind
Am I really that useless
And I don’t even know what I did
She used everything I had against me and I just sat there and let her
So this is on me
Should I just wait to see the sun
Maybe I will or I’ll be somewhere else
all this fight, it just takes me to a place I’m getting use to it how do I even say goodbye, I walked this road in the dark and it might be my last so I just stop and think am I even worth it anymore I know I’m not enough and I’m only 19 iv already lost everything and no one is coming to save me now, so I look at the moon and ask what’s wrong with me now
I think it’s time to lose the drugs
And start fighting for me again
No one will tell me how useless I am anymore
But I can’t even get out of my bed
Do I give up or do I keep fighting
No one has come to see if I’m ok
I’m getting use to it how do I even say goodbye, I walked this road in the dark, and it might be my last so, I just stop and think I’m I even worth it anymore I know I’m not enough and I’m only 19 iv already lost everything and no one is coming to save me now, so I look at the moon and ask what’s wrong with me now
What do I even do
I guess the sun rise will be the only thing that could help me now