We shared

Replaying the love story we shared. When I get to drinking my eyes start flooding there ain't no peace it's only been a nonstop fight. Oh God can you please take this heart ache away. It's like every single day. Your memory comes around causing me to drown in the whiskey or just crown. Missing the sound of your soft (good morning). Looking into your eyes was my paradise. I know we ain't meant to be and it kills me. Filling up on some whiskey cause without that face I feel so damn empty. The buzz helps numb this heart broken haze. Hate waking up now because you are not found. My attention is what you would take it all of it just walking in a room. I hope I can get over you soon. Been talking to the neon moon. Hoping I move on but something tells me your memory will be right there in the morning. Staring at the stars at night hoping I'm not alone please pick up the damn phone and call. I want to hear that angelic voice one more time again. I promise if I can hold you one more time I won't let goooo. If your goal was to find a love like none before you found it. Hope this stands out from the mound of men just trying win a night I want to live a full life. I don't want to be another fling I want us to be the real thing. Dammit damn it not being your man has me going mad. Saying goodbye I felt my heart peal away. Getting to wrap my arms around you was the only good to come out of it. No matter how hard I try to forget you the truth is I want to be right next to you.