Time

Lost without her even if I was damned if I do or don't. I thought she was my forever now it's kills me we will never be a thing. Our fate was sealed when you left before I gave you a ring. Take time I get told it will take time well how long before the heart ache gets over her. Use the liquor to drown the memories. My new residence is misery lane. Can't get my brain on the right track. The train of thought has you on it. Throwing that hot fireball back. Wishing things could been different. Drinking to forget but it hasn't happened yet. The good times still keep me from getting any sleep. Only time I catch a few z's are in a drunk fog. I'm sleepless missing how you used to hog all the covers. Now that is over. I feel my life was over with our end. Using a pen to mend my spirit. Saying you shattered it doesn't cut it. I find myself like your side of the bed. Empty just empty you left me now I feel so drained and hopeless. I spend the nights trying to fix what you broke. Iiiiii aaammm at the end of my rope. I stand no chance leaving us in the past. Heart broken I can't be your man. Running through as many hoops I can to forget you. Stuck in the same loop of defeat. It all sucks living without you. I draw breathe but the plans I would spend all night to draw. Ahh it hurts whyyyy you have to cut so deep. I feel apart of me was ripped out of my body. Puttin in that OT with the gin and everything I can get my hands on