What was it all for

What was it all for?

You said forever, then left me at the door

Now I’m standing in the wreckage of your goodbye

Trying to figure out why I still hear your name at night

You whispered sweet lies, promises in the dark

Built me a kingdom, then set fire to my heart

Thought your love was real, thought I mattered to you

Now the truth cuts deeper than anything you put me through

All the memories we buried deep inside

You forgot, but I still carry them tonight

How can you say you loved me, then walk away?

If that’s your version of love, I don’t want it anyway

You left me for a dumb bitch, left my heart in pieces

Turned our forever into broken, empty speeches

How can you say you love me and then betray?

All I wanted was you, now I’m fading every day

I gave you all of me, every scar and every dream

Now I’m drowning in the ghost of what we used to be

I still see your shadow every time it rains

Still hear your voice echoing through my pain

You moved on like I was nothing, like I never existed

While I’m stuck reliving every moment that I missed

I watched our pictures turn to dust upon the floor

Watched the future we imagined walk right out the door

You traded everything we built for something new

And somehow I’m still breaking over losing you

Every sleepless night reminds me you’re gone

Every empty space proves I was wrong

I thought we’d survive every storm we’d face

But you became the reason I lost my place

You left me for a dumb bitch, left my heart in pieces

Turned our forever into broken, empty speeches

How can you say you love me and then betray?

All I wanted was you, now I’m fading every day

I gave you all of me, every scar and every dream

Now I’m drowning in the ghost of what we used to be

And I hate that I still miss you

After all the hell you put me through

I hate that part of me still hopes you’ll call

Even though I know you won’t at all

You took the best parts of my heart when you left

Now all that’s left is regret on top of regret

Maybe one day these wounds will finally heal

But tonight the pain still feels too real

So tell me, was it worth it?

Throwing away everything we had?

Was she worth the tears?

Was she worth watching me collapse?

Because I’m still here

Picking up pieces you never cared about

Trying to find myself

Inside the ruins of your fallout

You left me for a dumb bitch, left my heart in pieces

All your promises were lies, empty little secrets

How can you say you love me and then betray?

All I wanted was you, now I’m fading away

But someday I’ll be stronger than the pain you gave

You’ll just be another lesson, another name

And when you think about me, you’ll remember what you threw away

What was it all for?

You said forever, then left me at the door

Now your memory is all that’s left to hold onto

But I’m learning how to live without you

But that’s never what I wanted at all.