static // in between by Beexii - Zona

static // in between by Beexii - Zona

Lyrics

[Intro — soft hum, broken static]

i can’t feel one thing at a time…

everything hits at once.

( “hold still… breathe… breathe…” )

[Verse 1]

i’m angry at you / i’m sad you’re gone,

( “both true…” )

i miss what hurt / i hate holding on.

( “let go… let go…” )

my heart says “break,” my head says “heal,”

my body’s numb but the tears feel real.

i’m guilty / relieved / terrified / sore,

( “too much… too much…” )

i close one door and feel ten more.

i’m fine, i’m not, i’m crashing slow —

( “keep breathing…” )

i wish i knew which way to go.

[Pre-Chorus]

i’m holding too many feelings in one small space,

they glitch in my chest like corrupted data.

i’m here but i’m lost, i’m loud but i’m fading —

( “fading… fading…” )

tell me why mixed hurts more than breaking.

[Chorus]

i’m stuck in the static,

somewhere in between —

( “in between… in between…” )

not okay, not tragic,

just a half-lit screen.

i’m crying and empty,

( “empty…” )

i’m shaking and still,

i’m lost in the feelings

i’m not supposed to feel.

i’m mixed, i’m messy,

i’m breaking clean —

( “breaking… clean…” )

trapped in the static,

lost in between.

[Verse 2]

i care too much / i care too little,

( “too little… too much…” )

i’m whole / i’m cracked right down the middle.

i want to sleep / i want to scream,

i want him gone / i want the dream.

i feel alone with people near,

( “alone… even here…” )

i feel the truth but drown in fear.

i hate the past i can’t undo,

i hate that part still misses you.

( “yeah… i know…” )

[Pre-Chorus]

my mind keeps buffering between wrong and right,

( “loading… loading…” )

my heart keeps flickering like a dying light.

i’m here, i’m gone, i’m soft, i’m steel —

( “both… always both…” )

i don’t know which version’s real.

[Chorus]

i’m stuck in the static,

somewhere in between —

( “in between…” )

not okay, not tragic,

just a half-lit screen.

i’m crying and empty,

( “empty… empty…” )

i’m shaking and still,

i’m lost in the feelings

i’m not supposed to feel.

i’m mixed, i’m messy,

i’m breaking clean —

trapped in the static,

( “static… static…” )

lost in between.

[Bridge]

// error: too many emotions

// cannot sort

( “don’t force it… don’t choose…” )

( “just breathe…” )

[Outro]

i’m not okay — but i’m here.

( “still here… still here…” )

and sometimes… that’s enough.