Don't Wanna Talk

(Intro)

static in my head.

morning already pressing…

still breathing — don’t want to speak.

i’m awake,

that doesn’t mean i’m ready,

and i already feel behind.

yeah.

still here.

somehow.

(Verse 1)

I wake up loud in my own silence,

world moves fast, I can’t keep pace.

Every message, every call — too much.

I’ve done the things, kept the promises,

fixed the mess no one will see.

Every glance, every question

feels like weight pressing down on me.

(Verse 2)

I don’t want your reasons,

don’t want your voice.

not because I’m mad,

I just don’t have the space

Without having to explain.

There’s always something next,

something unfinished,

someone waiting

and I’m already empty.

I keep moving because I have to,

not because I should.

(Pre-Chorus)

If I stop, it all piles up

nothing pauses, nothing waits.

So I keep on moving,

quiet and flat.

(Chorus)

I don’t wanna talk,

don’t make me explain.

Smile on my face,

but my chest feels chained.

I feel heavy,

like it’s all on me,

nowhere to put it,

nowhere to breathe.

I don’t want advice,

don’t want fixing lines,

just let me disappear

without it meaning anything.

I’m here, yeah

but I don’t wanna talk.

I feel heavy,

and I’m tired of acting like I’m not.

(Verse 3)

House buzzing, head louder,

every corner already taken.

I do the work so it doesn’t collapse,

so no one ever sees the strain.

I’m not falling apart,

just thin in the seams.

Every “how are you?” feels loaded,

like a trap I don’t have the breath to beat.

There’s no space that’s actually mine,

just things I do because no one else will.

And if I stop,

it just waits for me later

I’m not breaking,

I’m worn thin from holding it together.

(Pre-Chorus)

I shut the world out,

go quiet, go small.

I don’t cry, I shut down

it’s faster than falling under the calls.

(Chorus)

I don’t wanna talk,

don’t make me explain.

Smile on my face,

but my chest feels chained.

I just need quiet,

space to breathe, a break.

Let me exist

without giving, without taking.

I don’t wanna talk,

don’t want a fix.

Everything presses,

I’m running on empty.

Yeah, I’m here

but I don’t wanna talk.

(Verse 4)

i feel heavy

like i’m carrying days that never finished

and they won’t let go

i don’t want comfort

i don’t want to be strong

i just want one moment

where i don’t have to perform

and i don’t have the energy

to translate it

(Bridge)

Maybe tomorrow,

maybe never.

Right now

I just need the world

to stop leaning on me.

Maybe this passes,

maybe it doesn’t.

I just need to go quiet

without guilt,

without explanation.

No words.

No noise.

Just me

still breathing.

(Chorus)

I don’t wanna talk,

don’t make me explain.

Smile on my face,

but my chest feels chained.

I feel heavy,

but I’m still standing

even if it doesn’t look impressive.

I don’t need saving,

I just need quiet.

I don’t wanna talk,

don’t make me try.

Still here, still heavy,

still alive.

And today

that’s enough.

(Outro)

still here, just quiet.

still heavy, still me anyway.

Just me, not talking.

I'll talk when I can..