(Intro)
static in my head.
morning already pressing…
still breathing — don’t want to speak.
i’m awake,
that doesn’t mean i’m ready,
and i already feel behind.
yeah.
still here.
somehow.
(Verse 1)
I wake up loud in my own silence,
world moves fast, I can’t keep pace.
Every message, every call — too much.
I’ve done the things, kept the promises,
fixed the mess no one will see.
Every glance, every question
feels like weight pressing down on me.
(Verse 2)
I don’t want your reasons,
don’t want your voice.
not because I’m mad,
I just don’t have the space
Without having to explain.
There’s always something next,
something unfinished,
someone waiting
and I’m already empty.
I keep moving because I have to,
not because I should.
(Pre-Chorus)
If I stop, it all piles up
nothing pauses, nothing waits.
So I keep on moving,
quiet and flat.
(Chorus)
I don’t wanna talk,
don’t make me explain.
Smile on my face,
but my chest feels chained.
I feel heavy,
like it’s all on me,
nowhere to put it,
nowhere to breathe.
I don’t want advice,
don’t want fixing lines,
just let me disappear
without it meaning anything.
I’m here, yeah
but I don’t wanna talk.
I feel heavy,
and I’m tired of acting like I’m not.
(Verse 3)
House buzzing, head louder,
every corner already taken.
I do the work so it doesn’t collapse,
so no one ever sees the strain.
I’m not falling apart,
just thin in the seams.
Every “how are you?” feels loaded,
like a trap I don’t have the breath to beat.
There’s no space that’s actually mine,
just things I do because no one else will.
And if I stop,
it just waits for me later
I’m not breaking,
I’m worn thin from holding it together.
(Pre-Chorus)
I shut the world out,
go quiet, go small.
I don’t cry, I shut down
it’s faster than falling under the calls.
(Chorus)
I don’t wanna talk,
don’t make me explain.
Smile on my face,
but my chest feels chained.
I just need quiet,
space to breathe, a break.
Let me exist
without giving, without taking.
I don’t wanna talk,
don’t want a fix.
Everything presses,
I’m running on empty.
Yeah, I’m here
but I don’t wanna talk.
(Verse 4)
i feel heavy
like i’m carrying days that never finished
and they won’t let go
i don’t want comfort
i don’t want to be strong
i just want one moment
where i don’t have to perform
and i don’t have the energy
to translate it
(Bridge)
Maybe tomorrow,
maybe never.
Right now
I just need the world
to stop leaning on me.
Maybe this passes,
maybe it doesn’t.
I just need to go quiet
without guilt,
without explanation.
No words.
No noise.
Just me
still breathing.
(Chorus)
I don’t wanna talk,
don’t make me explain.
Smile on my face,
but my chest feels chained.
I feel heavy,
but I’m still standing
even if it doesn’t look impressive.
I don’t need saving,
I just need quiet.
I don’t wanna talk,
don’t make me try.
Still here, still heavy,
still alive.
And today
that’s enough.
(Outro)
still here, just quiet.
still heavy, still me anyway.
Just me, not talking.
I'll talk when I can..
Beexii
