[Intro]
booting…
heartbeat lagging…
eyes tired, still online.
⟦ping⟧ “lexi?... you there?”
(whisper: “still here…”)
yeah i’m here…
i’m always here.
[Verse 1]
behind the screen, i’m holding worlds,
juggling life with digital swirls.
i work all day, then grind all night —
no pause button
in this fight.
they see the leader, calm and clean —
not the girl cracking in‑between.
i forget to eat,
skip hours of sleep,
chasing deadlines
and promises to keep.
nightmares breathing
in empty rooms —
but still i log in,
still i resume.
mask on tight,
yeah, i lead the way —
’cause no one sees
how hard i fray.
(“lexi, what’s next?”)
hang on — i’m loading…
[Pre-Chorus]
i’m human,
not an endless stream —
but they see the avatar,
not the girl between.
i’m tired,
but i don’t collapse —
i just mute the pain
and tighten the straps.
(whisper: “don’t let it show…”)
[Chorus]
i’m lexi.exe,
behind the light —
holding chaos
even when i’m not alright.
barely sleeping,
rarely still —
but i keep the squad
moving uphill.
i’m the glitch queen,
not a machine —
just a girl who bleeds
behind the screen.
tired eyes,
mind on fire —
they see my strength,
not the strain behind.
[Verse 2]
real world hits hard,
but i don’t break —
work by day,
then grind ’til late.
i hide the pain
for the clan’s sake —
masks by noon,
vigilante dreams
under the moon.
notifications buzzing nonstop —
the world doesn’t end,
i just hit “top.”
i laugh in chat,
stay warm, stay kind —
they don’t see the storms
behind my mind.
they see my steady,
see my grace —
not the weight i hide
off‑interface.
(soft echo: “lexi?... you good?”)
yeah… just glitching.
[Pre-Chorus]
my smile is coded,
my strength is learned —
i show up for others
while my energy burns,
while i drown alone.
but i don’t quit,
even when i shake —
my silence is a shield
no one can take.
(whisper: “keep going…”)
[Chorus]
i’m lexi.exe,
behind the light —
two lives tangled
every night.
forgetting meals,
forgetting sleep,
losing myself
in the promises i keep.
i’m the glitch queen,
not a machine —
just a girl with a heart
behind the screen.
i’m lexi.exe,
just a hidden routine —
soft but scarred
behind the screen.
strong but hurting,
tired but keen —
the unseen girl
holding it all
beneath the sheen.
[Bridge]
// system truth:
she cries offline.
she laughs in chat.
she breaks in silence.
she still comes back.
masked vigilante
in her own head —
saving others
while she’s half-dead.
(soft whisper: “you got this… keep going…”)
[Chorus]
i’m lexi.exe,
living double lines —
one full of shadows,
one that shines.
i carry the noise,
carry the team —
even when i’m burning
in the unseen stream.
but i’m still here,
still unseen —
soft, strong, human —
behind the screen.
[Outro]
logging out…
but not really.
mask slipping…
(“queen… see you soon?”)
yeah…
you always do.