Too Much Sometimes

I don’t mean it… how it come out sometimes… (yeah…)

Yeah… (mmm)

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Sometimes my words hit harder than I mean ‘em to (for real)

Tone sharp, but my heart never mean to wound you (nah)

I be speakin’ from places I ain’t healed inside (deep)

Then I see it in your eyes and it kill my pride (damn)

And the last thing I’d ever wanna do is hurt you (never)

Or be the reason tears fall when I’m next to you (my fault)

If I could take it back, I’d correct it all (I would)

‘Cause you don’t deserve the weight when I let it fall (nah)

I be stuck in my head, I be overthinking (too much)

Losin’ sleep over stuff I could be controlling (no sleep)

But instead I let it build till it overflow (yeah)

Then it spill out wrong when I talk to you (my bad)

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I don’t mean it how it sound when it leave my lips (I don’t)

I be fightin’ with myself, you just see the clips (yeah)

And I hate that I’m the one that could make you cry (I hate it)

When you everything I need, I can’t lie (for real)

I been fallin’, yeah I’m all in, I’m deep in this (I’m in)

I be cravin’ every second, every piece of it (all of it)

I ain’t lettin’ outside noise come between us (nah)

They don’t know what this is, I don’t need ‘em (at all)

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Nowadays everybody got opinions loud (too loud)

Social media love bringin’ real shit down (they do)

Turn somethin’ good into doubt real quick (quick)

I ain’t lettin’ them play with what we built (no way)

I don’t need validation from a comment section (nah)

They don’t know your heart or my intentions (they don’t)

They just see a moment, try to twist perception (fake)

I’m just tryna love you without the pressure (for real)

Yeah, I know I got flaws I’m still workin’ through (I know)

Sometimes distance feel safer than hurtin’ you (facts)

But I’m tryin’, I ain’t runnin’, I’m learnin’ you (I am)

Even when I don’t know what the right move (still here)

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If I cross a line… it ain’t pride… (no…)

It’s me fightin’ thoughts… I can’t hide… (my mind…)

And I’m scared sometimes I might lose what’s real… (I am)

Over things that don’t even got proof or feel… (no reason)

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I don’t mean it how it sound when it leave my lips (I don’t)

I be fightin’ with myself, you just see the clips (yeah)

And I hate that I could ever be the reason why (never that)

You look at me different with tears in your eyes (don’t cry)

I been fallin’, I won’t lie, I’m all in now (all in)

Tryna block out the noise, keep it us right now (just us)

If it’s me vs me, I’ma figure it out (I will)

‘Cause losin’ you the one thing I can’t allow (won’t lose you)