I loved you your entire life

Every night
I wake up in a cold Sweat
Heart beating a thousand miless an hour
I can’t breeeath
I cry for hours in the showerr
Your scent still lingers around the house like flowers. 
I spray the pillows with your cologne
at moments I have to remind myself that I’m noww alone 
My heart feels lossy
Cold as stone….
Your smell allows me to dwell is this heartbroken spell … 

[chorus 1]
Release me from this pain 
This pain is so reallll
I don’t deserve it anymore
I fought so hard
I did everything right
I loved you for your entire life

I said I do
Till death to us part
And till we meet again
My hearts been ripped apart
My Angel from God flies in the skies above
And I hurt so bad 
He was everything I had

[chorus]
That Love was so strongggg
Love so pure
The cure to Everythingnnnggggggg
Love so stronnnngggg
I don’t know how to live

[transition]
Help me live again
Help me laugh
How can I live again

[chorus]
that love was so strong
Love so pure
The cure to everythinnnngggggg!!!
Love so strong 
I don’t know how to liiiivvveeeee!!!

I will always carry your soul with in mine
I will hear the sound of you voice,
in every choice,
I make
I feel blessed that you were mine
But I can’t go on living with this mind
I just can’t breath 
I just can’t sleep
I feel like you’re missing in everything
Crying has become my only communication
When will I find my new destination

[chorus2]
Release me from this pain
I don’t deserve it anymore
I fought so hard
I did everything right
I loved you your entire life

I will love you for the rest of mine
I will love you for the rest of minnnneee
I will love you for the rest of minnnnnnneeeeeee

R&b /country, female