Is it my fault

Verse one

(how do you know to cast rod?

to use a gun?

Or to ride a bike?

How do you know to treat a lady?

throwing ball a across the yard you know he loves you with all of his heart

he can be overprotective when you have a guy

The person who never cries

someone you can go to for advice

He’s the provider, protector he’s the everything for this family

but not for me)

chorus

(Took your abuse without thinking twice

without you here, I’m paying the price

you broke the family, but I feelin’ so damn guilty

is it my fault the family’s apart?

Is it my fault my mother is crying a lot?

is it my fault? Is it my fault? How do I feel? I don’t know. )

v2

(give me a sign give me a time when this will end

you took my innocence

I didn’t have a choice back then

my nightmare has just ended, but yours has just begun

I don’t wanna feel so guilty for what you caused to this family

you bribed and threatened me

just so you could feel like a man again

you took so much of mine

I will never get that back

I hope you’re satisfied. )

chorus

(Took your abuse without thinking twice

without you here, I’m paying the price

you broke the family, but I feelin’ so damn guilty

is it my fault the family’s apart?

Is it my fault my mother is crying a lot?

is it my fault? Is it my fault? How do I feel? I don’t know. )

v3

(I was blind as a kid

Not knowing what you did

faking smiles

and telling lies

I know I’m not fine

without you here, I’m paying the price

is it my fault the family’s apart?

Is it my fault my mother is crying a lot?

I don’t know how to feel)

Bridge

(everybody needs a little bit of trauma

to build up their faith

so Lord please Reassure me

by your grace

and tell me it will all be OK

no need to be afraid my child

I’m right by your side

If I can’t have a father by birth

or by the law

Lord, please just take…it…all)

chorus

(I took the abuse

Without thinking twice

without him here,

we are paying the price

you thought you broke the family,

but not too badly)