You saw something

Two Thousand Ten

let’s start from the beginning

The first time I saw you I caught feelings

But I kept it cool did what I was supposed to do

I never imagined the girl of my dreams would choose me,

Knowin’ I was dead broke caught up in a struggle just tryin’ to make ends meet,

you saw somethin in me, no one else could see

You gave me a reason to take it to another level so I buckled down got on my grind and started hustlin’

You saw somethin in me no one else could see

Even when they sent me away you held me down from a distance, back when all the time we had was the weekend visits. So, I stayed on business just to work my way back to you, a year gone was too long, but somehow the grind worked out, I’m home now, but isn’t it funny how life works out? Next thing you know I’m laying in the middle of the road, and this is where it gets dark now.

After the accident, fear set in, and I started runnin’ with no clue what I was runnin’ from, except for thinkin’, what if she doesn’t really wanna take care of me, knowin’ I might never walk again and it wasn’t that I didn’t trust you, I just didn’t trust me even though from the very beginnin’

You saw somethin in me no one else could see, but I panicked, because I couldn’t see what you saw in me, but somehow things worked out and I’m back on my feet, but things are worse now because I was so focused on recovery, I forgot to work on me and I started allowin’ my fears to make my decisions for me plus I couldn’t see it and stopped believin what you saw in me, so I made the worse decision of my life, in fact, it almost cost me my life all the while I think I’m doing what’s right So, I convinced myself that removin myself from the situation by goin’ back to the hell I came from, was the best decision, if that’s what it took, to avoid the threats of losing visitation on top of telling myself it would put you in a better position to handle what you were facing.

I woke up from the break up not long after the change up knowin’ I ruined what you saw in me

and all I could do was hope you’d take me back, so I came crawlin’ back on my knees knowin’ I didn’t deserve it

You still saw somethin’ in me no one else could see, I still can’t believe you chose me because I still can’t see what

You saw in me

Even as we put our life back together, I struggled to open up and I let my fear of never being good enough allow me to put the walls back up and then it all blew up when things got too heavy to carry, I wasn’t there for me, so I couldn’t be there for you, regardless of everything we’ve been through, you were the only person I said no to

So, here we are now,

and all I know is that something you used to see is all that I want to be now and maybe someday you’ll see the same thing you saw in the beginning, because

You saw somethin in me no one else could see