Verse 1
I watched you love me with half a heart,
while I gave you mine from the very start.
I held every promise you left in the air,
while you disappeared like I wasn’t there.
I learned how silence can sound like goodbye,
how someone can hold you and still make you cry.
You called it love, but it felt like a lie,
and I kept making excuses for why.
Pre-Chorus
Now the sky is falling over me,
and the rain won’t let me breathe.
It rolls down my face like tears,
but it burns like fire underneath.
Every drop reminds me
of everything you destroyed.
Chorus
I was always the one you never chose,
the one you loved when nobody knows.
The one you held when you needed somewhere to hide,
then left me alone on the other side.
I gave you my heart, you gave me betrayal,
turned all my dreams into something so painful.
Now I’m standing in the rain, watching our ashes fall,
wondering why I was never enough at all.
Verse 2
I counted the nights I cried myself awake,
wondering how much more my heart could take.
I blamed every scar on the girl in the mirror,
thinking maybe if I changed, you’d keep me nearer.
I became someone I didn’t recognize,
hiding my tears and swallowing lies.
I kept choosing you while you chose to leave,
and somehow I still couldn’t make myself believe.
Pre-Chorus
Now the thunder knows my name,
and the lightning looks like flames.
The rain is cold against my skin,
but somehow the fire lives within.
Chorus
I was always the one you never chose,
the one who loved you the most.
The one who stayed when everything fell apart,
while you were already tearing out my heart.
I gave you my trust, you gave me betrayal,
left me drowning underneath every detail.
Now I’m standing in the rain,
watching our memories turn to ash,
and wondering how something beautiful
could disappear so fast.
Bridge
Maybe I wasn’t hard to love.
Maybe you just didn’t know how.
Maybe I kept begging for a place
you never wanted to give me anyhow.
So I’ll stop asking what she had
that I could never be.
Because the person I was fighting for
was never fighting for me.
Final Chorus
I was always the one you never chose,
but I’m not staying there anymore.
Let the rain fall through my tears,
let it wash me clean from every scar.
Let the ashes rise behind me,
let the flames consume the past.
I survived every betrayal
you thought would break me at last.
You never chose me—
and God, it hurt to know.
But losing you taught me something
I was too afraid to know:
I don’t need to be chosen
to know that I’m worth loving.
Outro
The rain falls on my skin…
but it doesn’t burn anymore.
The ashes are behind me.
The tears have finally dried.
And for the first time in my life…
I choose me.