Riot heart

I found your picture underneath my bed,

All the things I wish I never said.

You were the angel with a devil’s grin,

The kind of trouble I’d dive right in.

We were young, reckless, and out of control,

You stole my heart, I sold my soul.

Now every song sounds just like you,

Every fucking memory cuts right through.

We were a car crash in slow motion,

Drowning in our own emotions.

You lit the match, I loved the flame,

Now we’re both addicted to the pain.

This is a heartbreak riot,

A war inside my chest.

You’re the worst thing that I love,

The best thing I regret.

I hate your lies, I miss your kiss,

I hate that you’re the one I can’t resist.

So scream my name, tear me apart,

You’re the fucking chaos in my heart.

You said “forever” like it meant something,

Then watched our whole world start crumbling.

I gave you everything I had to give,

You took my heart and taught it how to quit.

I’m angry, I’m broken, I’m barely alive,

But somehow I still want you by my side.

You’re the poison running through my veins,

The sweetest addiction wrapped in pain.

Maybe we’re monsters wearing a smile,

Maybe we’ve been broken all the while.

But when the whole world turns its back on me,

You’re still the only place I wanna be.

This is a heartbreak riot,

And I’m burning in the flames.

I hate you for the damage,

I love you for the same.

We’re a beautiful disaster,

A tragedy we choose.

If loving you is a losing fight…

Then I’ll lose it every night with you.

So paint my heart black,

Rip my world apart…

I’ll still be the idiot

Who loves you in the dark.