Sorry

Too much in my brain to say right now.

So much to face, still figuring it out.

Lost in space, I’m thinking out loud.

Drugs be laced, stacking up a death count.

Life be like a fire in a blaze and you can’t get out.

I get high for several days because I can’t fucking renounce.

I keep a dictionary just in case for words I can’t pronounce.

Stupid, stupid, stupid, they think I’m stupid and absolutely foolish.

Why do the drugs be laced, why do people get replaced, why is it that women always have to carry around mace.

Fuckers snatch your shit and get sprayed in the face.

Red bloodshot eyes now while you’re getting chased.

Why you worried? I ain’t worried, I’m just a lil confused.

I’m sorry, I said I’m sorry but she completely refused.

You trigger my anxiety whenever you don’t seem okay.

I fucking hate reality because it makes you this way.

Tell her over and over that its gonna be okay.

She tells me that actually I’m the mistake.

I’ll go out when i think the time is right, no suicide because i aint gonna waste my time.

The butterflies in my stomach tell me I’m not fine.

Supposed to give me a warm feeling but I’m too dark inside.

With the changes of the seasons, my anxiety spikes too high.

Im paranoid so I’ll take a pill, I hope you don’t mind.

I know you don’t want me to because it’ll fuck up my life.

I know you just want me to survive and never die.

I’m sorry but you know it’s just a matter of time.

The clock is ticking fast in this life of mine.

So much in my brain to say right now.

Too much to face, still figuring it out.

I’m lost in space, I’m thinking out loud.

The drugs be laced, too much death to count.

People dying and I don’t know what to do.

I’m a lion straight up chilling in a zoo.

That’s just how I felt when I tripped off the shroom.

Now I just get paranoid and to damn confused.

I just pop and drink, what else is new?

I’m sorry but that’s just what I do.

I know I’m just a bad influence for you.