Candles

I light my candles as I fight my troubles, sometimes I feel forgetful and I struggle all the time.

There’s a lot I haven’t said yet, it’s been weighing down on my chest, lately I’ve been feeling upset but I’ll just say I’m fine.

So many things that I regret, stressed smoking cigarettes, crying while laying in bed as the demons lurk inside.

Feelings coming and going, emotions overflowing, this boat of mine is sinking, I’ll be stranded by the tide.

A lot of time has passed, time with you just went by fast.

You’re gone now and I’m so sad, but I’m praying that you’d come back.

All the pictures that you gave me make me cry now uncontrollably and I still can’t believe that it is over between you and me.

I’m so hurt, I just want drugs so I can forget about her.

Those warming hugs that I would get, I wanna be numb so I can forget.

But it’s so hard to forget when everything and everywhere reminds me of you.

I don’t know what to do to get rid of the thought of what it’s come to.

So I light my candles as I fight my troubles, sometimes I feel forgetful and I struggle all the time.

There’s a lot I haven’t said yet, it’s been weighing down on my chest, lately I’ve been feeling upset but I’ll just say I’m fine.

So many things that I regret, stressed smoking cigarettes, crying while laying in bed as the demons lurk inside.

Feelings coming and going, emotions overflowing, this boat of mine is sinking, I’ll be stranded by the tide.

The things I’ve done don’t compare to the drugs I’ve done.

The people I’ve wronged, the people I’ve hurt.

I’m so dumb, I shall never learn.

The candles are light tonight, I’m prepared for a fight with my demons and it’ll last all night.

Sometimes I lose, sometimes I lose.

Who would have known that I turned into a drugged up fool with alot of issues.

It’s over now. I’m sober now.

I still drink and smoke, no I will never overdose.

Never again so let’s raise a toast.

That’s about the only thing that I will post.

I don’t post much of anything, hardly anything.

Not wasting my time on something that annoying.

So I light my candles as I fight my troubles, sometimes I feel forgetful and I struggle all the time.

There’s a lot I haven’t said yet, it’s been weighing down on my chest, lately I’ve been feeling upset but I’ll just say I’m fine.

So many things that I regret, stressed smoking cigarettes, crying while laying in bed as the demons lurk inside.

Feelings coming and going, emotions overflowing, this boat of mine is sinking, I’ll be stranded by the tide.