Change

Depression, depression just keeps killing me.

Paranoia, paranoia, fuck there’s my anxiety.

Overdosing, seizures what the fuck is wrong with me.

Come to bed but I just couldn’t sleep then I seized right in front of you again and in front of my fucking friend, I know I gotta stop the drugs or else I’ll end.

I can change and I know I can. (Yeah)

But the pain remains and I’ll rate it a fucking 10.

The zaps in my brain are getting a little bit intense. (Yeah)

I guess I can’t complain, no I can’t complain. (No)

It’s my own damn fault but I’ll heal and change.

The process of thought is such a powerful thing to have in your heart, in your mind, you know just like a wedding ring. (Uh)

When I didn’t know what to do, I just ended up popping 30s, yeah the fucking blues but i swear I’ll never touch those again and it’s true.

It happened again but baby I won’t ever do that to you (again)

You are my light and I’ll don’t wanna argue or fight with you.

We’re a team so there’s nothing we can’t get through.

I want them blues but I just rather have you.

You have no clue with the way that I fucking feel about you.

Depression, depression just keeps killing me.

Paranoia, paranoia, fuck there’s my anxiety.

Overdosing, seizures what the fuck is wrong with me.

Come to bed but I just couldn’t sleep then I seized right in front of you again and in front of my fucking friend, I know I gotta stop with these drugs or else I’ll end.

I say I feel alright but that’s just another lie babe.

I put a smile on my face because I don’t wanna drag down your day

You have a future and I’m another fucking junkie with intense emotions but Im trying to fix myself with potions but there are not working.

You are working, mommy is a blessing, Sister is praying, brother wants me gaming and have a connection.

I cannot fail him or her and you.

I wanna change, I really do.

But I have to admit I honestly do really need you ,really.

I’m not making this shit up, seriously I hope you don’t see me as a desperate fool.

It’s really not something that im accustomed to.

Having someone like you around to always keep me calm and cool.

Depression, depression just keeps killing me.

Paranoia, paranoia, fuck there’s my anxiety.

Overdosing, seizures what the fuck is wrong with me.

Come to bed but I just couldn’t sleep then I seized right in front of you again and in front of my own friend, I know I gotta stop with these drugs or else I’ll end.