[Verse 1]
Cold coffee on the counter
Same shirt from yesterday
Blue light on my tired face
Scrolling through my worst mistakes
Sink full of dirty dishes
Head full of dirty thoughts
Every little “should’ve
Could’ve”
Pulling like a knot
[Pre-Chorus]
But I’m done replaying
Every stupid scene
Tearing up the script now
It’s not who I’ll be
[Chorus]
Get your shit together
Stand up
Brush it off
You’ve been living in the rubble
Time to climb out of the fog
Get your shit together
Breathe in
Let it stay
You can leave that broken version
In the ashes of yesterday
[Verse 2]
Heart racing in the shower
Water hot
Then cold
Let the blame slide off my shoulders
Watch it circle down the hole
Wear the same old jacket
With a different kind of spine
Walk past all my past lives
Don’t owe them any more time
[Pre-Chorus]
I’m not my bad decisions
Not every cracked refrain
I’m the hand that hits the off switch
When my thoughts talk in the rain
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
I’ve been my own worst rumor
Spreading in my head
Calling myself every name
Till I half believed it
Now I talk back
Talk louder
Say it raw
Say it clear
“I’m allowed to start over”
Till my doubt can’t hear
[Chorus]