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Lyrics
[Verse 1]
Mom at the doorway
Eyes like a trial
"Why are you like this?"
I fake a smile
Homework is drowning
Phone face down
Your name in my playlist
Still too loud
[Pre-Chorus]
Everybody points their fingers
At the cracks inside my skin
Say I’m always starting fire
They don't ask how it got in
[Chorus]
It’s a weight on my chest I can’t lift
Every breath feels borrowed
Like a gift
I’m too young to be this tired
This messed up
But I still miss you
Still miss us
If I disappear
Will they care
Or just say
"She was always like that"
It’s a weight on my chest I can’t lift
And I’m scared of what comes next
[Verse 2]
Friends in the hallway
Scroll past my face
Laughing at something
I feel erased
Replay our last fight
Line by line
You said I’m "too broken"
Maybe you’re right
[Pre-Chorus]
Panic in the bathroom mirror
Hands shaking over the sink
Everyone says I’m the problem
I’m just trying not to sink
[Chorus]
It’s a weight on my chest I can’t lift
Every breath feels borrowed
Like a gift
I’m too young to be this tired
This messed up
But I still miss you
Still miss us
If I disappear
Will they care
Or just say
"She was always like that"
It’s a weight on my chest I can’t lift
And I’m scared of what comes next
[Bridge]
Do you scroll past my story?
Do you think "she’ll be fine"?
Would you notice the silence
If I ran out of time? (yeah)
Writing "I'm okay" in the group chat
Then stare at the screen till it fades
I want someone to blame this on
But it always feels like my name
[Chorus]
It’s a weight on my chest I can’t lift
Every breath feels borrowed
Like a gift
I’m too young to be this tired
This messed up
But I still miss you
Still miss us
If I disappear
Will they care
Or just say
"She was always like that"
It’s a weight on my chest I can’t lift
Hold me back from the edge
[Outro]
One more day
One more breath
Whisper
"stay"
Under my breath
If I’m still here
When the night ends
Maybe that means
I get to start again
Details
GeneratedApr 1, 2026
Duration3:39
LanguageEnglish
Style
rock, Moody K‑pop x indie rock crossover; mid‑tempo groove with reverb-soaked guitars, tight drum kit, and airy synth pads. Female vocals, soft and shaky in the verses, growing into strained, emotional belts on the hook. Pre-chorus strips to bass and vocal, chorus hits with wide gang harmonies and fuzzy lead guitar doubles. Subtle vocal chops and distant crowd shouts in the bridge, then a final, fragile half-chorus with mostly solo voice and sparse keys., k-pop, indie rock
Credits
Prompt by
defrostedlullaby
defrostedlullabyModelAria v5
Prompt
A suicidal teenage girl who can’t seem to escape that has depression and anxiety that’s still misses her ex and constantly being blamed for something, k-pop, indie rock
