[Verse 1]
Snow on the parking lot
Same bar
Same faces
Same talk
I’m tracing flash sheets in my notebook
Ink on my hands
But I’m stuck in this rest stop
Mom says
"baby
That’s just life"
I stare at the ceiling fan
And want to drive all night
[Chorus]
Maybe I’ll make it in LA
Maybe they’ll see me in the sunrise haze
Tattoos on my hands
Paying all my rent
Or someone stops me in a café
"hey
You should be in every frame"
Maybe this small town
Won’t be the death of me
Maybe I’ll make it in LA
[Verse 2]
Clock in
Fake smiles
Cheap perfume in the aisles
I pierce my ears in the bathroom mirror
Pretend it’s a studio
Pretend I’m someone they remember
Scrolling through a stranger’s perfect day
Thinking if I dye my hair and lose this name
I could walk a runway
Or stand in someone’s film
And never come back
To this exit on the hill
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
[low vocal register]
If I disappear one night
Just my keys on the kitchen table
Would you follow my trail of texts
Or say
"I always knew they were unstable"?
[whispered vocals]
I’m not asking you to save me
Just let me leave
With what’s left of me
[Chorus]