In The End

I look at the girl in the mirror

Wondering if things could get more clearer

I ask myself, where you been?

It’s been 7 years, you haven’t been the same since

Talking to myself to fight off the fears

Got lost in the chaos, now I’m switching gears

I don’t know if I’m living or I’m dreaming

They say seeing is believing

Well I’m done with that

The secrets in you became my statement

You tore me apart just for your own entertainment

I cut the cord, no longer dealing with lose ends, there’s no making amends

You had what you had, and you let it go

Took an innocent soul and turned it cold

Are you happy now? You must be so proud

Could you tell me, what do you see?

I don’t recognize the person facing back at me

Blaming me for the damage you created

Your inferiority complex got you so fixated

Just when I thought I’ve lost the war

You’ll always be feigning for more

Unlearning old behavior, while learning from a stranger

I’m no longer going to be your savior

I’ve become bored to the idea of what you think of me, I don’t know what you see,

I lost myself trying to be what you wanted me to be

I laugh at the irony,

The devil remains in your company

Can’t get me, I’ve broken free,

Your manipulation no longer has a hold on me

Talking to myself to fight off the fears

Got lost in the chaos, now I’m switching gears

I don’t know if I’m living or I’m dreaming

They say seeing is believing

Well I’m done with that

The secrets in you became my statement

You tore me apart just for your own entertainment

I cut the cord, no longer dealing with lose ends, there’s no making amends

You had what you had, and you let it go

Took an innocent soul and turned it cold

Are you happy now? You must be so proud

Could you tell me, what do you see?

I don’t recognize the person facing back at me

Blaming me for the damage you created

Your inferiority complex got you so fixated

Just when I thought I’ve lost the war

You’ll always be feigning for more

Unlearning old behavior, while learning from a stranger

I’m no longer going to be your savior

Numbing the pain

Distracting myself from all the corruption in my brain

What if I told you I’ve become someone else?

Would you still want me if I said that I abuse alcohol to control my health?

You’re bleeding colors I once seen before

Giving away ounces of you, in and endless war

I almost forgot what I started fighting for