Insanity

Not sure what to do

my hearts been ran through

here I am still holding onto something that will never be

I hate that I still love someone who keeps finding ways to destroy me

Its not what you say, it’s how you say it

Throwing daggers into my chest cause thats how you play it

Knowing there’s a thin line between love and hate

Convinced myself that we were gonna be great

Cant help but think that maybe this was all a mistake

How much can one… person… take?

I can’t find the will

To pretend anymore

Can’t allow you in my heart like an open door

I’ve reached the highest peak of where our traumas meet

I can’t let you take what’s left of me

Cant keep falling in love with insanity

Not sure where it all started

Got lost in the abyss of someone who became coldhearted

Currently where I am, wondering where we could be

Still trying to find the boy who hopelessly loved me

Knowing I hate that I still love someone who keeps finding ways to destroy me

Its not what you say, it’s how you say it

Throwing daggers into my chest cause thats how you play it

Knowing there’s a thin line between love and hate

Convinced myself that we were gonna be great

Cant help but think that maybe this was all a mistake

How much can one… person… take?

I can’t find the will

To pretend anymore

Can’t allow you in my heart like an open door

I’ve reached the highest peak of where our traumas meet

I can’t let you take what’s left of me

Cant keep falling in love with insanity

My chest is sinking in,

Here we go again

Spinning in circles until we make amends

The storm is running high

The war is getting hard to define

The tears are like hurricanes

I can feel the cold circulating through my veins

The damaged of a broken home is all that remains

I can’t find the will

To pretend anymore

Can’t allow you in my heart like an open door

I’ve reached the highest peak of where our traumas meet

I can’t let you take what’s left of me

Cant keep falling in love with insanity

Its not what you say, it’s how you say it

Throwing daggers into my chest cause thats how you play it

Still trying to find the boy who hopelessly loved me

Knowing I hate that I still love someone who keeps finding ways to destroy me