Not sure what to do
my hearts been ran through
here I am still holding onto something that will never be
I hate that I still love someone who keeps finding ways to destroy me
Its not what you say, it’s how you say it
Throwing daggers into my chest cause thats how you play it
Knowing there’s a thin line between love and hate
Convinced myself that we were gonna be great
Cant help but think that maybe this was all a mistake
How much can one… person… take?
I can’t find the will
To pretend anymore
Can’t allow you in my heart like an open door
I’ve reached the highest peak of where our traumas meet
I can’t let you take what’s left of me
Cant keep falling in love with insanity
Not sure where it all started
Got lost in the abyss of someone who became coldhearted
Currently where I am, wondering where we could be
Still trying to find the boy who hopelessly loved me
Knowing I hate that I still love someone who keeps finding ways to destroy me
Its not what you say, it’s how you say it
Throwing daggers into my chest cause thats how you play it
Knowing there’s a thin line between love and hate
Convinced myself that we were gonna be great
Cant help but think that maybe this was all a mistake
How much can one… person… take?
I can’t find the will
To pretend anymore
Can’t allow you in my heart like an open door
I’ve reached the highest peak of where our traumas meet
I can’t let you take what’s left of me
Cant keep falling in love with insanity
My chest is sinking in,
Here we go again
Spinning in circles until we make amends
The storm is running high
The war is getting hard to define
The tears are like hurricanes
I can feel the cold circulating through my veins
The damaged of a broken home is all that remains
I can’t find the will
To pretend anymore
Can’t allow you in my heart like an open door
I’ve reached the highest peak of where our traumas meet
I can’t let you take what’s left of me
Cant keep falling in love with insanity
Its not what you say, it’s how you say it
Throwing daggers into my chest cause thats how you play it
Still trying to find the boy who hopelessly loved me
Knowing I hate that I still love someone who keeps finding ways to destroy me