The Same Ol Same Ok

Verse 1

I wake up heavy, same gray day,

Same cold shoulder, same nothing to say.

I’m right here breathing next to your skin,

But you’re miles away scrolling, letting strangers win.

You don’t look at me, don’t touch my hand,

Just thumbs on a screen like I’m not your plan.

You tell me I’m too much, or not enough,

Every word you drop feels cruel and rough.

Pre-Chorus

I shrink in the silence you never hear,

Talking to walls while you disappear.

Chorus

I’m depressed, I’m stressed, I feel useless tonight,

Unwanted, unseen, fading out of your sight.

You say I’m the problem, you say I’m the flaw,

While you give all your fire to pixels and gloss.

If you still have a heart, feel this in your chest,

This pain is your doing, yeah you made this mess.

Verse 2

You fall in love in comment sections,

Handing out praise like cheap affection.

Telling other women they’re perfect and fine,

While I’m starving right here for a fraction of time.

You laugh at your phone, I cry in my head,

Wondering when I became the one you forget.

I give you loyalty, patience, my soul,

You give me neglect and half-truths you can’t hold.

Pre-Chorus

You say it’s nothing, say I’m insane,

But lies leave fingerprints, they all look the same.

Chorus

I’m depressed, I’m stressed, I feel useless tonight,

Unwanted, unseen, losing pieces of my light.

You swear you don’t mean it, swear you don’t know,

But your actions scream louder than words ever show.

If you still have a heart, feel this in your chest,

This pain is your doing, yeah you made this mess.

Bridge

You hide behind porn and unfinished deletes,

History telling truths you swear aren’t me.

Every click cuts deeper, feeds every fear,

I’m already insecure, you made it worse right here.

I start comparing skin, curves, faces, and tone,

Asking why I’m never enough on my own.

I hate what it’s doing, I hate how I feel,

Loving you shouldn’t make me this unreal.

Break

I don’t need perfection, I needed your eyes.

I needed your honesty, not digital lies.

Final Chorus

I’m depressed, I’m stressed, feel lonely with you,

Sleeping beside someone who doesn’t come through.

I love you still, yeah that’s the cruelest part,

Loving the same man who keeps breaking my heart.

If you ever loved me, feel this in your chest,

This pain isn’t random, you caused all of this.

Outro

I’m still here standing, but barely alive,

Waiting to matter in my own damn life.