Silent Fears in the Night

Lost in the silence, waiting on the line

Heartbeats pounding, crossing the line

A world in my chest, feeling the weight

Silent fears whisper, trembling, I wait

Sitting at the café, business and brew

Life's quiet moments, suddenly askew

Phone rings like a thunder, breaking my peace

A message so heavy, refusing to cease

Found out about the bulge, L5's silent cry

Disintegrating discs, dreams running dry

Cysts on my kidney, shadows in the light

Lost in the report, in the depth of my night

Standing on the edge, trying to hold back the storm

Hoping for mercy, wishing I was born strong

Every word like a barrel, loading fears in my mind

Searching for hope, trying to find

Hold on to the moments that make us feel alive

Fighting the silence, trying to survive

Dreams of the day when the pain dissolves

In the quiet, I seek my resolve

Spin around the fears, let the tears fall free

Whispered prayers in the dark, just to believe

No guarantee, no promise of the road ahead

Just a whisper of comfort, in the tears I shed

Waiting for morning, for the phone to ring

Holding onto hope, for what tomorrow brings

In the stillness, I find my peace

Praying for strength, for the pain to cease