Me Human Too

(Intro)

Yeah…

Said I’d never need it—now I’m deep in it

Funny how that works when you live in it

(Verse 1)

I said keep it away, I ain’t want that zone

Now the smoke in my lungs feel like somethin’ like home

Didn’t choose this path, I was pushed to the edge

Now I’m lightin’ up just to quiet my head

Yeah it’s smooth, yeah it’s calm, yeah it slows it down

All the noise in my brain don’t scream so loud

For a minute I’m free, for a second I’m gone

Like the weight of my past don’t hang so strong

But rewind that—look how it started

Didn’t want it near me, now I’m a part of it

Same people preachin’ like I’m the mistake

But they built the road that I had to take

(Pre-Chorus)

So don’t act shocked when I lean on this

When the pain too loud, I just breathe like this

Inhale—hold it—let it all fade

Exhale pain I was never meant to take

(Chorus)

Yeah it feel good, I won’t lie about it

Got me floatin’ so high I don’t think about it

All the stress, all the nights, all the messed up scenes

Disappear in the cloud, yeah I stay in green

But I know deep down what I’m runnin’ from

Every hit, every breath, yeah it numbs me some

I ain’t proud, I ain’t clean, I’m just tryna cope

In a world where I lost all my sense of hope

(Verse 2)

Hypocrites still talk like they never wrong

Same ones did it first now they movin’ on

Pointin’ fingers like I’m the one who fell

But they handed me the match then they watched me burn

And him? yeah he played both sides real quick

Did dirt with me then exposed my shit

Now I’m stuck with the blame and the mental scars

While he walkin’ free like it ain’t that hard

And home don’t feel like a place I can breathe

More like somewhere I’m forced just to be

Every move got rules, every word got weight

Like I’m livin’ my life in a locked-down state

(Bridge — emotional + aggressive)

Yeah the high feels perfect—I won’t pretend

Like for once I don’t feel like I’m breakin’ again

But the moment it fades, yeah I’m back in my head

Same thoughts, same ghosts, same things they said

So I roll it again—yeah I chase that peace

Even if it’s fake, it’s a small release

You don’t get that pain, you don’t know that war

When your safe place gone and your trust destroyed

(Chorus)

Yeah it feel good, I won’t lie about it

Got me floatin’ so high I don’t think about it

All the stress, all the nights, all the messed up scenes

Disappear in the cloud, yeah I stay in green

But I know deep down what I’m runnin’ from

Every hit, every breath, yeah it numbs me some

I ain’t proud, I ain’t clean, I’m just tryna cope

In a world where I lost all my sense of hope

(Outro)

I didn’t want this…

But now it’s the only thing that slows it down.

Yeah—

That’s the truth.