Change

My mind clouds up cuz of these thoughts that reek, intentions right under the surface lurking like a creep and these foul mouths spread lies to keep, interests stay bound up in a tangled mess of apathy, don't bother wondering where I am now, it's where you didn't want to be, don't be sad now love, I told you you'd miss me, frolicked through the tulips, didn't feel any better, smashed it up with a ball bat, now I feel like I've got it together, smash it because I won fix that seems to be what everyone was else did you're just a product of your environment and these ideas are beginning to really itch because of how they never made a lick of sense, but there ain't a damn thing we can do being miserable is up to you it's the hand dealt but that don't make it stay, no matter what the fuck, the cards fall away and not even once did they ever come back okay and the way that it's forgotten leaves me fucking amazed nothing will ever stay the same