PTSD

My mind is blank, my body is cold.

Memories are comin in fast and I’m bout to fold.

My hands are shakin, voice is tremblin,

But when I let someone in they find me unsettlin.

Im going down a fuckin rabbit hole of pain,

These voices toxic to my fuckin brain.

I can’t get this feeling out of my head,

I’m reliving memories that I thought were dead.

(PTSD)

(PTSD)

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I’m Screaming from the inside, but everyone thinks that Im fuckin fine!

These dark memories got me thinkin im bout to fuckin die!

People say I hallucinate when I’m getting fuckin angry.

But PTSD’s the problem and they won’t fuckin fix me.

The TVs on but I’m drowning out the noise.

I’m lost in my thoughts and I’m starin at the floor.

My minds fallin into this dark fuckin void.

Finally I’m realizing I can’t do this anymore.

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I’m Screaming from the inside, but everyone thinks that Im fuckin fine!

These dark memories got me thinkin im bout to fuckin die!

People say I hallucinate when I’m getting fuckin angry.

But PTSD’s the problem and they won’t fuckin fix me.

The doctors tried to fix me with a fuckin poison, leaving tired and fuckin broken.

They said that I have a fuckin mental disease,

But that’s not true it’s just my PTSD.

(Bridge)

My voice is gone, my heart is hurtin.

I thought I was fine but these dark thoughts disease me.

I thought I was insane, I thought I was crazy.

But now these emotions are going free.

(Chorus)

I’m Screaming from the inside, but everyone thinks that Im fuckin fine!

These dark memories got me thinkin im bout to fuckin die!

People say I hallucinate when I’m getting fuckin angry.

But PTSD’s the problem and they won’t fuckin fix me.