That day was cold
I still remember, i was ready to fold
I drove through the dark woods and abandoned my car
No one was around, i could feel the rip of my scars
All the wounds that I'd patched up,
Were coming apart like deep cuts
Tears down my face stinging from the cold
I felt no fear, i was ready to fold
The voices their screaming in my head
Filling me full of bullshit and dread
The words they say can't be true
All i can hear is "everyone hates you"
Im gone...
I hide in the darkest parts of the trees
i knock back the pills and whiskey in threes
I try to fight back but the voices are loud
How the fuck do i get out of this now
I record a plea and send it out wide
My stomach is turning and schurning inside
I lay down my head and then i can hear
The screams for my name and then i feel fear
The voices their screaming in my head
Filling me full of bullshit and dread
The words they say can't be true
All i can hear is "everyone hates you"
Im gone...
I smashed the bottle and slashed at my wrists
"No one can save you" the voices still hiss
I stumble forward out of the trees
And i see a saviour coming for me
The voices theyre wrong, people do care
I dont want to die i want to stay here
They rush with blue lights through the hoards of traffix
To the hospital, i remembered i started to panic
The voices aren't screaming they're quiet and free
While the echoes of nurses bouce all around me
I take a deep breath and open my eyes
You're all here, people do care the voices were all lies
Just fiction, not real, my own hate
I knew right then i was in charge of my fate
I wont let them take me, i wont listen no more
They can just leave, get out, i dont need them, im sure
I can do this
Im stronger
Im not on my own
Im wounded not broken
Im not alone.
