In My Dreams I Scream

My screams Piercing through the darkness

Searching for a sign that i can harness

Lost in the echoes of these walls

Of my restless mind

I try to tell you, but my words are declined

Because I'm tired and running on empty

Beneath the surface, i am bubblin'

Driftin' through the night, but somethin' got me troublin'

Try as i might, no morning is in sight

I close my eyes so tight and rest my head

Try to push back all the dread

And then you hold me and say

Close your eyes and fall asleep

File all the secrets you need to keep

Merories of the past haunt you in your dreams

You think nobody hears the screams

But I can hear you scream

I'll hold your hand through the dreams

Shadows dance around me creating scares,

Revealing my mind, my hidden nightmares

'A kaleidoscope of memories',

Why does every thought come with jab

Or ideas that i can't have

My body twisted and broken, i don't think that i fit

I wish i could just tell you, but i don't think you'll accept it

Every inch of me is hurtin'

I rise, and I try to pull back the curtain

I get scared, and i dont want you to see me

I put on the brave face, but i know you see

I'll say I'll never be that girl again

She's gone forever, just like an old best friend

I can feel her inside, She's trying to claw her way out

All i can do is shout

Call out your name

(help me)

I'm so glad you came

Brought me home again

Close your eyes and fall asleep

File all the secrets you need to keep

Merories of the past haunt you in your dreams

You think nobody hears the screams

But I can hear you scream

I'll hold your hand through the dreams