Quiet Pain, Lethal Intent

I don’t scream, I stay quiet with the violence

Smile on my face but my head is a riot

Every night feels longer than the last one

I don’t talk about the damage, I mask it

Hands shaking but my voice stay calm

I learned early how to play real strong

They don’t see the cracks in the armor I wear

They don’t hear the war when I’m standing right there

I don’t wanna hurt nobody

But I’m tired of bleeding slow

I tried to be what they wanted

Now I don’t recognize my soul

I carry hatred in my chest, keep it hidden

Aggression in my breath, but I don’t let it slip in

I’m breaking but I hold it together

I’m smiling through the storm and the pressure

I don’t lash out, I just burn inside

Every scar’s another night survived

I carry hatred, I carry aggression

Quiet pain, lethal intention

They say “let it go,” like it’s that easy

Like the past doesn’t follow and haunt me

Every promise that I trusted went missing

Now I flinch when somebody says “believe me”

I don’t trust love, it comes with a blade

I don’t trust peace, it always fades

I’ve been calm in rooms full of threat

That’s how you learn real control over your head

I don’t wanna be the villain

But I’m done being the prey

I bite my tongue till it’s bleeding

So I don’t become the pain

I carry hatred in my chest, keep it hidden

Aggression in my breath, but I don’t let it slip in

I’m breaking but I hold it together

I’m smiling through the storm and the pressure

I don’t lash out, I just burn inside

Every scar’s another night survived

I carry hatred, I carry aggression

Quiet pain, lethal intention

If I snap, it won’t be loud

No warning signs, no countdown

Just a silence when I walk away

From everything that tried to break me

I don’t need revenge

I don’t need closure

I just need space

Before I’m colder

I carry hatred, yeah it weighs a ton

Aggression taught me how to hold my tongue

I’m not proud but I’m still standing

Still breathing through the damage

If I fall, I fall alone

If I rise, I do it cold

I carry hatred, I carry aggression

Turned my pain into a weapon

No blood on my hands

Just scars in my mind

I learned how to survive

By keeping the rage alive