Last thing I said

I wake up tired of breathing air,

Same four walls, same dead stare

Every promise turned to rust,

Every “it gets better” lost my trust

I gave time, I gave blood,

Still came up empty, misunderstood

They say life’s a gift, I never agreed,

Feels more like a debt choking me

My voice don’t shake, my hands don’t pray,

I already made peace with the things I say

I said I’m gonna off myself,

Not loud, not wild, just flat

Like stating weather, stating facts,

Like something you don’t take back

I didn’t say it for a reaction,

Didn’t say it to be saved

It’s just the only honest sentence

I had the strength left to say

I watched the world keep spinning on,

Like I was gone before I’m gone

People laugh, people sleep,

No one feels this ache in me

I tried to bend, I tried to fight,

Tried to survive another night

But hope’s a word that lost its shape,

And faith just learned how to break

No signs, no light, no final plea,

Just a tired man and certainty

I said I’m gonna off myself,

Said it calm, said it clean

No poetry, no hero’s end,

Just an exit in between

I didn’t ask to be forgiven,

Didn’t ask to be understood

Some stories don’t get fixed at the end,

Some just end because they could

If you’re looking for a meaning here,

There isn’t one to find

Sometimes people just get worn down

By time after time after time

I said I’m gonna off myself,

And nothing answered back

No voice from above, no sudden truth,

Just silence filling the cracks

If this is where the song cuts off,

There’s no lesson in the fade

Just the weight of words hanging there—

The last thing I said

No closure.

No peace.

Just quiet.