Feeling

When i think about you

It felt like an eternity since we've spoken

But as the pages turn and the chapters change

I find myself going back to the same chapter

I wish we had each other like back then

It doesn't feel the same without you

You were always my go to friend

I couldn't imagine that we would end

Cause I always loved you

And it kills me to say

That I decay, when you show up in my head again

The chats we had would cheer me up

From the doubts and recklessness

You had saved me, from doing everything I was doing

But now I miss you, Im not the same guy like I was before

Im just a ghost, mourning my loss of my one true joy

I couldn't imagine that we would end

Cause I always loved you to the ends of the earth

And it kills me to say

That I decay, when I think about you again and again

All the lost time, we had it rough when i moved away

When I constantly stare at my phone to see if you rang

Maybe I should've listened to everyone, and just let go (let go)x3