Lack of focus
Lost my mind
No one to help
Life down the drain
And the drugs are the only thing helping me
I am the one to blame
All my life is filled with hate
Everyone judging me
I can't look in the mirror ever again
A failure is the only thing I see
And the marks of suicide is the only fee
That I can't pay
All I can pay is the thoughts that keep
Running around my head
That makes me want to die
My death is the only thing I see
In my dreams
As I sing you this song
Because i won't be here long
As the drugs keep calling my name
This will be my last night
As someone you once knew