Bruise

I cant seem to escape this sinking feeling
I try to hide from them but they see me through my masquerade
My brain is bruised from it hurting itself again
Will I ever find you?
From all the fog I cant get out of 
Where is your light?

I wish I was enough 
But I cant seem to get out
We grow up just to die 
Buying things that we dont need
Getting trapped by the rabbit hole 

I was terrified of my mind
And the future freaked me out
Is there really purpose in all of this
You tell me I should be more optimistic 
But my glass is half empty
Was this all the truth?
Was i being too much for you?

I cant seem to escape this sinking feeling
I try to hide from them but they see right through my masquerade 
My brain is bruised from it hurting itself again
Will I ever find you?
From all the fog I cant get out of 
Where is your light?

Alternative, pop rock, dark pop, male vocals, 151 bpm, r&b