Bruise

I cant seem to escape this sinking feeling

I try to hide from them but they see me through my masquerade

My brain is bruised from it hurting itself again

Will I ever find you?

From all the fog I cant get out of

Where is your light?

I wish I was enough

But I cant seem to get out

We grow up just to die

Buying things that we dont need

Getting trapped by the rabbit hole

I was terrified of my mind

And the future freaked me out

Is there really purpose in all of this

You tell me I should be more optimistic

But my glass is half empty

Was this all the truth?

Was i being too much for you?

I cant seem to escape this sinking feeling

I try to hide from them but they see right through my masquerade

My brain is bruised from it hurting itself again

Will I ever find you?

From all the fog I cant get out of

Where is your light?