Battleground of my mind

It’s tiring, the racing thoughts ,the ones that just won’t quit.

The second guessing of all decisions past , present and ones yet to exist.

It’s like being pulled under water, can’t breathe, don’t know which way is up or down

just tossed around the ocean that is Anxiety, that people don’t or won’t see,…..how it feels to be Me

The arguments that live only inside my head , played out because you just know it’s what will be said.

A battleground only found in the expanse of my mind.

Time and time again every little thing taken apart and put back together, examined with no end in sight

Looked at every angle , the mind just won’t let it be

Late nights unable to sleep, still awake long after the goodnights been said and they softly sleep, I’ll be awake fighting this ongoing battle, one of many in a war that will never cease.

God, just let me sleep