Devotion

This is how live…This is how youuu live

Devotion, obedience, and everything in between.

Suppress all those thoughts, push them aside do not give them the time of day and they will go away.

They say, it’s only the sin of flesh, is why I think this way.. 

God won’t love me if I behave unnaturally .

Keep your head down , obey only him.

To your husband you kneel .

But what about me? Who am I really supposed to be?

These feeling I keep inside of me, longing for something I’m told is unclean.

But what about me? How am I supposed to live knowing that this isn’t who I’m meant to be?

My faith is dead to me, God won’t love if I’m unclean.

Bending, breaking, always giving , hiding who I am and how I want to live.

But what about me? How am I supposed to live knowing that this isn’t who I’m meant to be?

Through the walls , I break free. Leaving behind all they say Im suppose to be.

Courage , faith in me, that what it takes to break free

Courage and faith in me, that’s what takes to break free.

No matter what I stand tall with the woman I love

No man or God only She, has my devotion and I worship at her feet. On bended knees i worship her only, she.

Courage and faith in me,

Courage and on bended knees

I lost my faith and gained it in me