Desperately

Im trying my best even it doesnt show
Am I giving you too much space?
I didnt want to see you leave without saying goodbye
I was acting desperate wasnt I
Begging like a dog
Leaving me to bleed out thinking 

Was this accidental love?
I put you over everything
I didnt want to be left again
I was just a sad guy, last guy, never should've been guy
You don't tell me what I have to do
You twisted the knife


Everything you said was a tiny white lie
Im holding on just to feel something
Thunderstorms follow me over my head
I was dead and numb the entire time
You said this feeling should be a crime
Screaming my lungs out 
Filling my cup with my tears
But its still half empty

Was this accidental love?
I put you over everything
I didnt want to be left again
I was just a sad guy, last guy, never should've been guy
You don't tell me what I have to do
You twisted the knife

emo rap, alternative, ghostly, alternative rock, male vocals, catchy Chorus, melodic