Living for you

I want to cut these ties
But you have control over my head
From all of your lies
You said you want me to be dead
Well maybe I do too

No sleep no sanity 
You say im unhinged 
I should be stabbed with that syringe
Put me to sleep
Maybe i can finally get the sleep I need

You said im being dramatic 
But my brain is just constant static
I dont know what I want
But you judge me all the same
And I just take all of the blame

You Nitpicking me annoys me
I was never free from you anyway
Always saying I should stop
Saying this, doing that, feeling that way
My life sucks 
I was only there just to get my shit together
But even then I still have

No sleep no sanity 
You say im unhinged 
I should be stabbed with that syringe
Put me to sleep
Maybe i can finally get the sleep I need
Bleed out entirely 

You said im being dramatic 
But my brain is just constant static
I dont know what I want
But you judge me all the same
And I just take all of the blame

You said im being dramatic 
But my brain is just constant static
I dont know what I want
But you judge me all the same
And I just take all of the blame

high-energy, alternative pop, emo rap, 170 bpm, male vocals, indie rock, emotional, heartbroken, dark