Blinding

You used to show up in my dreams

It felt everlasting

The conversations just felt all too real

I didnt know what to feel

Anger or sadness pile up on my mind

Beating my brain until theres nothing left

You would only be there if i wasnt available

How would I know if you were the one?

We used to be the best of friends but now

Its just memories

I bit my tongue til it drew blood

Cuz anywhere you look im drowing in the flood

Were those just lines in a script?

Was i ever on your mind?

Im just tired of being blind

With that pr-pr-pretty face

And it all comes back to you

I watched myself turn into something that I hate

now its too late

You would only be there if i wasnt available

How would I know if you were the one?

We used to be the best of friends but now

Its just memories

You used to show up in my dreams

It felt everlasting

The conversations just felt all too real

I felt jealous...

You would be in the back of my mind

First love or was I blind?