[Intro]
Waiting on that day, in the grey, in the haze
Silent prayers, counting seconds, lost in the maze
[Verse 1]
My court date’s creeping, I’m sitting in the line
Thoughts like explosions, negative and confined
Stuck in the same place, my mind’s a prison cell
Praying for a sign, but I can't even tell
Been lying in my bed, dreams slipping away
Pacing through my mind, night turn into day
Reflections on my steps, replays I can't escape
Hoping for grace, but it feels so fake
[Pre-Chorus]
Should I take it, or just fake my death?
Start over, find some oxygen, some breath
Overdose on memories, wake up in regret
Is this the end, or just the silhouette?
[Chorus]
Waiting in the shadows, patience is a crime
Running in my head, running out of time
Red lights flashing, sirens in my mind
Hollow echoes, what’s left to find?
[Verse 2]
Layin’ with my eyes wide, open to the storm
Talking to the void, where I feel most warm
Cop’s writing in pen, accusations flying
Heaven’s gate distant, no wings for flying
Living in a place I can't sustain
Checks barely cover, I’m feeling the strain
Can’t break these chains, need a better plan
Million dollar dreams in a one-dollar span
[Bridge]
Can’t afford the truth, it’s a luxury I lack
Fighting for my future while my past pulls me back
Searching for a spark in the ashes of despair
Hoping someday I will find that air
[Outro]
Waiting on a sign, lost in my own mind
Red lights blur, trying to find the divine
One step closer, or so I pray
Living with the scars of yesterday