[Instrumental]
[Intro]
Yeah…
Late nights, dim lights
Still breathing, I guess
[Verse 1]
I been losing sleep, watching ceiling fans spin
Tryna find peace in the state that I’m in
Everybody smile fake, everybody act strong
Till they alone at night with a sad song
I don’t hate life, I just don’t feel alive
Wake up every morning, still dead inside
Money coming in but the pain stay the same
Hard to feel sunshine when your mind full of rain
And I been driving fast with the moonroof open
Thinking maybe one day my chest stops broken
Not from a girl, nah, deeper than love
More like I’m tired of never feeling enough
[Pre-Chorus]
So I get high just to quiet my brain
Couple good moments then it’s back to the pain
Everybody got dreams till the real world hits
Now we all lost souls chasing temporary fixes
[Chorus]
Moonlit roads and a heart gone numb
Everybody around but I still feel none
I been fighting myself, I ain’t losing to you
Just a sad boy soul with nothing to prove
Headlights glow while the night move slow
Where happiness went, man, I’ll never know
So I keep floating through the smoke again
Tryna find peace somewhere within
[Verse 2]
I seen good people turn cold for survival
Seen love die fast, watched pain go viral
Everybody online say they living they best
Then cry in the dark with anxiety stress
And honestly I get it, this world feel strange
One bad month make your whole life change
So I stay quiet now, stay out the way
Cause nobody really care what you say
I just want calm, I don’t need fame
Don’t need fake love or designer chains
Just a full tank ride with the stars outside
And maybe one night where my mind feel light
[Outro]
Maybe someday all this weight disappear
Till then it’s moonlight, smoke, and steering wheels
Still here… still breathing…
Even if I don’t know why yet