Moonlit Drift

Yeah…

Late nights, dim lights

Still breathing, I guess

I been losing sleep, watching ceiling fans spin

Tryna find peace in the state that I’m in

Everybody smile fake, everybody act strong

Till they alone at night with a sad song

I don’t hate life, I just don’t feel alive

Wake up every morning, still dead inside

Money coming in but the pain stay the same

Hard to feel sunshine when your mind full of rain

And I been driving fast with the moonroof open

Thinking maybe one day my chest stops broken

Not from a girl, nah, deeper than love

More like I’m tired of never feeling enough

So I get high just to quiet my brain

Couple good moments then it’s back to the pain

Everybody got dreams till the real world hits

Now we all lost souls chasing temporary fixes

Moonlit roads and a heart gone numb

Everybody around but I still feel none

I been fighting myself, I ain’t losing to you

Just a sad boy soul with nothing to prove

Headlights glow while the night move slow

Where happiness went, man, I’ll never know

So I keep floating through the smoke again

Tryna find peace somewhere within

I seen good people turn cold for survival

Seen love die fast, watched pain go viral

Everybody online say they living they best

Then cry in the dark with anxiety stress

And honestly I get it, this world feel strange

One bad month make your whole life change

So I stay quiet now, stay out the way

Cause nobody really care what you say

I just want calm, I don’t need fame

Don’t need fake love or designer chains

Just a full tank ride with the stars outside

And maybe one night where my mind feel light

Maybe someday all this weight disappear

Till then it’s moonlight, smoke, and steering wheels

Still here… still breathing…

Even if I don’t know why yet