Anxiety 999

[Ominous drone]

It's in my skin.
It's in my bones .
It tries to call me on the phone.
 
That anxiety that 
 lives inside of me.
Biting ,stabbing trying 
to break free. 

It wakes me up and tries to interrupt 
While I'm trying to construct 
A way from the things that are corrupt.

This disease holds me 
back from the life 
that I want to seize 
you can feed it trying to appease 

It's like there's a demon deep inside 
Eating  my heart, soul and mind.
I seem  counterproductive all the time. 

what can I do today.
 to make this anxiety go away.
Should I stab it with pills 
To make it be still
So that I could just chill

Maybe I could try booze 
Everything I do ,I try ,I lose. 
I'm just really tired of the abuse 
I just want this anxiety to move.

No I'm not here to impress 
I'm not here for your ego to caress.
I'm just stating facts 
There's no way for me to relax 
That anxiety is always on the attack 
It's the understanding that you lack 
Hold on I'll be right back 
[guitar solo]

So I need to step up
and I need to step out
Let me tell you what 
I'm talking about 
I'm going to rise 
up  and take control
Put my life on a roll 
Leave the anxiety behind 
Step into my new mind 
Now it's my time to shine. 

I've talked it out 
 I've talked it through 
Now here stands a 
new man before you 
 
Never matter what anxiety said 
I know I'm not better off dead 
A new resolve I have found 
I'm a new man I will continue 
My new life is inbound. 

The old one is now gone 
It's only a memory left in a song 
I push forward through the day 
I can say I'm happy along the way.

Spoken word, dark, drums and bass, trap