Anxiety 999

It's in my skin.

It's in my bones .

It tries to call me on the phone.

That anxiety that

lives inside of me.

Biting ,stabbing trying

to break free.

It wakes me up and tries to interrupt

While I'm trying to construct

A way from the things that are corrupt.

This disease holds me

back from the life

that I want to seize

you can feed it trying to appease

It's like there's a demon deep inside

Eating my heart, soul and mind.

I seem counterproductive all the time.

what can I do today.

to make this anxiety go away.

Should I stab it with pills

To make it be still

So that I could just chill

Maybe I could try booze

Everything I do ,I try ,I lose.

I'm just really tired of the abuse

I just want this anxiety to move.

No I'm not here to impress

I'm not here for your ego to caress.

I'm just stating facts

There's no way for me to relax

That anxiety is always on the attack

It's the understanding that you lack

Hold on I'll be right back

So I need to step up

and I need to step out

Let me tell you what

I'm talking about

I'm going to rise

up and take control

Put my life on a roll

Leave the anxiety behind

Step into my new mind

Now it's my time to shine.

I've talked it out

I've talked it through

Now here stands a

new man before you

Never matter what anxiety said

I know I'm not better off dead

A new resolve I have found

I'm a new man I will continue

My new life is inbound.

The old one is now gone

It's only a memory left in a song

I push forward through the day

I can say I'm happy along the way.