[Intro]
Yeah…
Neural corrosion… emotional erosion…
I can feel my psyche splitting at the seams
Listen—
[Verse 1]
Cerebral convulsions, compulsive eruptions
Skull full of vultures and ulcered assumptions
Morbidly cautious, my posture exhausted
Lost in a process of thoughts that are caustic
Eyes like supernovas—insomniac dilation
Mind in fragmentation, deprived of sedation
Trauma engraved in the folds of my memory
Venomous entropy drip through my sensory
Melancholy mixed with manic delusions
Panic-induced neurological contusions
Wicked intrusive synaptic collisions
Twist my cognition to sadistic conditions
I speak in cadences wrapped in catastrophe
Masking the agony, laughing so passively
Half of me yearning for warmth and serenity
Half of me nurturing wrath with intensity
I walk through apartment halls feeling spectral
Chest cavity hollow, emotionally septic
Every reflection look warped and asymmetrical
Like my own soul became parasitical
[Pre-Chorus]
Pulse racing rapid in recursive loops
Truth getting strangled by self-induced noose
I’m lucid enough just to know I’m decaying
But too far gone for escaping
[Chorus]
I’m mentally fraying, emotionally flayed
Grief in my bloodstream, rage in my veins
Psyche dismembered, composure collapsing
Every suppressed thought violently reacting
Nocturnal torment, insidious pressure
Heart so dysphoric it physically trembles
I scream in silence while smiling politely
Meanwhile the chaos inside me is frightening
[Verse 2]
Chronic dissociation fractured my cadence
Vacant expressions conceal devastation
Thoughts ricochet in psychotic crescendos
Beneath this composure’s a volatile temple
Friends see charisma—I’m masking the ruin
Internal monologues constantly brewing
Self-loathing blooming in venomous spirals
Corroding my spirit like acid on vinyl
I got abandonment carved in my marrow
Sorrow so deep it deforming my shadow
Every affection feel transient and fragile
Every attachment eventually dismantled
I romanticize disappearing completely
Then hate myself for thinking so deeply
Sleep deprivation enhancing the symptoms
Hallucinations bleed into my vision
My conscience and ego at war in confinement
One seeking peace while one glorifies violence
I’m cognitively drifting through blackened abysses
A vessel collapsing from emotional sickness
[Bridge]
Some nights the silence gets louder than crowds
Darkness drips slow when nobody around
I clutch my chest just to feel something present
But numbness became my obsession
[Chorus]
I’m mentally fraying, emotionally flayed
Grief in my bloodstream, rage in my veins
Psyche dismembered, composure collapsing
Every suppressed thought violently reacting
Nocturnal torment, insidious pressure
Heart so dysphoric it physically trembles
I scream in silence while smiling politely
Meanwhile the chaos inside me is frightening
[Outro]
Neural decay…
Soul in disarray…
If pain is a labyrinth—
I think I became the maze
Drozalloxx
