Corner fractures

"** Yeah… they never looked. Now the labels rain down. Late to the party, brain wired wrong. Let’s go. Late diagnosis, shadows in my skull,

Autism wires crossed, BPD pull,

Anxiety chokehold, CPTSD flood,

Whole childhood missed it — now I’m drownin’ in blood.

Nobody watched, nobody saw the signs,

Left me in the dark, now I’m losin’ my mind,

Spectrum hit late, borderline rage,

Trauma in my veins, turn the whole page. Grew up quiet, stimmin’ in the corner,

They called it shy, said “just a little mourner,”

Meltdowns mistaken for a tantrum fit,

Nobody checked, just told me suck it up, kid.

Flashbacks creepin’ like roaches in the night,

Trigger’s pulled, now I’m ready for the fight,

Split on everyone, love turns to hate,

One wrong word and I’m sealin’ your fate.

Brain’s a labyrinth, social cues missed,

Eye contact torture, every smile’s a twist,

Anxious heart racin’, CPTSD scars,

Late to the table, now I’m countin’ the stars — or the cracks in my head, pick your poison instead. Therapist said “damn, how’d we miss all this?”

Years of masks, years of silent abyss,

Autistic burnout, BPD storm,

Anxiety screamin’, CPTSD swarm.

Childhood ghosts laugh from the back of my brain,

“Why didn’t you notice?” echoin’ the pain,

Now I’m medicated, still feelin’ deranged,

Labels stackin’ up, but the damage remains.

Trap house in my mind, 808s hittin’ hard,

Every diagnosis another bloody card,

Played my hand wrong ‘cause nobody taught me the game,

Now the monster’s awake and it’s screamin’ my name. Late… too late…

They never paid attention.

Now the bill’s due — and I’m the collection.